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.​.​. and no one seemed to care .​.​.

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1.
Betray 04:09
Verse I betrayed everything I stood for, and I betrayed everything I believed in. And I never would've thought how easy this would be. And I don't plan on doing it ever again. Chorus I hate myself so much right now. Verse And since we good soldiers aren't taught to lead, this betrayal came naturally to me. And even if I've never been quite an enthusiast, well... my loyalty always prevailed. Chorus Verse There was a time when I despised people like me, but secretly we're all alike. And even if I tend to speak badly about them, I know I'd do it all again. Chorus
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Waves 05:06
Intro We put our love to rest, I didn't know what to say, it came all right out of the blue. We put our love to an end, and I left you long time ago. It was raining, when I left the building. And I still know what day it was. It was raining, just like in the movies, as I walked away from home. Verse Never said I'm perfect, never claimed to be. Well... These things never mattered like you matter to me. Sometimes I hate myself a little too much, but then again... I realize that I can barely feel. Chorus And the waves are crashing, all above my head. Take a look at my life now. I need your love. Bridge Everywhere I go, I hear your voice. Everywhere I go I see your image. It's making me think of who I used to be. It's making me think of who I have become. I'm addicted to you and I can't help it. Chorus And the waves are crashing, all above my head. Take a look at my life now. I need your love. Gotta get my head straight, I can hardly think. It's all falling apart now. I need your love.
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Meaning 05:39
Verse Woke up today and saw, that everything had changed. Everyone moved on but I’m still the same. My days of glory way behind, my past is haunting me. The memories from back then are way too real. I don’t see any sense in what I do, and there is no one else to blame but me. Chorus I wanna give my life a meaning.... (Everyday I try and try and try...)
4.
Verse What have I become? Used to be someone. Where did I turn wrong, all alone the way? I know it's getting hard to see. I used to have dreams, or at least a life. Now I'm just another shell working nine to five. Chorus Some day I'll leave and start again. I will... Some distant day, some distant... Verse How did we end up here? We used to know the way. When will we get back, right to where we were? I know it's getting dark, you see. I used to have dreams, or at least a life. Now I'm just another shell working nine to five. Chorus Some day I'll leave and start again. I will... Some distant day, some distant day. (I know we'll never be the same)
5.
Happiness 04:36
Verse Hands down, back to the wall, severely wounded, I can’t even crawl, feels like I’m close to fall, I’m about to lose it all. I won’t lie to myself now, this ain’t what I signed up for. And for the first time in my life, I recognize, I recognize, I... Chorus You will be fine they said This is your life they said You will be fine, cause happiness is right around the... Go find a job they said You’re doing great they said You will be fine, cause happiness is right around the... Verse Your grip holds me tight I scream, I kick, I fight. Too deep the scars you leave, Oh what a ton to heave. Now we’re playing this game of yours, but I’m not quite good at it. And for the first time in my life, I recognize, I recognize, I... Chorus You will be fine they said This is your life they said You will be fine, cause happiness is right around the... Go find a job they said You’re doing great they said You will be fine, cause happiness is right around the... Bridge I’m just a preset guy, I live a preset life. I say those preset things to all those preset people Chorus
6.
Verse I got what I wanted. I'm sitting on my throne, watching my empire. Now I'm king of my world. Forgot what's important, forgot who I am. Crown on my head. Now I'm king of my world. (I let you down) Verse My army is marching, it's functioning well. I'm out for the battle. I never looked back. There you were standing, crying for help. But I didn't hear you, Cause I'm king of my world. (I let you down. I did not care. I was too blind.) Bridge Everything is meaningless. I would give it all away. For just another day with you. End Finally I'm free. Finally I start to see. And I know that it's not too late.
7.
Breathing 05:36
I’m still breathing, you can’t keep me down. My heart’s still beating, I’m a king without a crown. My arms are broken, but I still can clench my fist. I keep on moving, cause I’ve got nothing left.
8.
Every day I put myself through hell. Every day I work as hard as I can. And every day I try to mute those voices. And every day I think about giving up. Every day I open up myself. Every day I give a little more. And every day I try to keep my head above the water. And every day we drag each other down. Chorus The weather's changing, the clouds go by. And the sun will shine again. Oh, the sun will shine again. Verse Every day I put myself through hell. Every day I work as hard as I can. And every day I try to mute those voices. And every day I think about giving up. Chorus The weather's changing, the clouds go by. And the sun will shine again. Oh, the sun will shine again. I couldn't save myself. At least I tried. And the sun will shine again. Oh, the sun will shine again.
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10.
Verse Caught myself in a dead end. Back against the wall. I can't seem to find my way out at all. The air is getting thinner already. I can't seem to find my way out at all. Chorus I want to disappear. I want to disappear here. Just want to disappear. I want to disappear here. Verse Don't know how I got here. Don't know why I came. Must be something I lost, somewhere on the way. Used to know what I wanted. Used to know what to do. There I was steadily standing. And then there were you... Chorus I want to disappear. I want to disappear here. Just want to disappear. I want to disappear here. I want to disappear. Leave and get away from here. Leave without a trace, but there is no escape. Bridge Do you know what you do to me? Can't seem to get that through to you, however hard I try. You don't know what you do to me, that's why I sing this song to you. Just to say goodbye. Chorus I want to disappear. I want to disappear here. Just want to disappear. I want to disappear here. I want to disappear. Leave and get away from here. Leave without a trace, but there is no escape. (What have we done to each other?)

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released April 1, 2020

FTANNG! are Dorian Deveraux & Peter Vignold

Lyrics by Dorian Deveraux (except Track 10: Lyrics by Peter Vignold)
Music by Dorian Deveraux & Peter Vignold
Recorded, performed, arranged and produced by FTANNG! at The Zen Garden
Vocal recordings, additional production, mixing & mastering by Tim Schuldt at 4CN Studios / www.4cn-studios.com

Additional guitar on "Waves": Tim Schuldt
Aditional guitar on "Meaning": Marius Beinlich

Cover photography: Ole Kristian Heyer / www.ole-kristianheyer.de
Band photography: Marina Päsler
Layout: Kira Matysiak

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